[(Don't you know it)]

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

â 9:04 PM

i guess i wont be joining u guys in bangkok...sorry...i dont think i should impose anymore financial burden on my parents...they're sending 2 kids overseas to study...plus there's still my younger brother who has a far way to go... so i shouldnt be asking for holiday trips and stuff.but my aunt says she'll take me to a spa in indonesia...she says it'll cost $120 from top to toe including travelling expenses.maybe less...that i can afford on my own...she's also going penang.take budget carrier from senai airport in malaysia.so she says S$100 enough for whole trip.probably another $100 spending money.definitely wont shop there.the last thing will be my handphone...dont think getting something cool already will probably get something that's normal...so there wont be a second car...was thinking of asking for a second hand one...but i know i shouldnt...sigh...wat to do, parents will sacrifice everything for their children so it wont kill me to be a bit considerate...they already spent so much on me...my laptop and driving lessons costs about $4250 in total...there are some people who dont even have that kind of money...my mum wants me to go rebond my hair she says it'll look nicer...sigh i dont know...i checked with the usual aunty that i go to...she'll charge me 120...(cut, treatment and rebonding)...so i guess i'll go there...ok need to start saving.

and there's like so many things i want...i wanna get another pair of jeans and i wanna get the last 2 dan brown books...sigh.and i saw 2 tennis rackets that were super nice...barbolat was $90...wilson was $50...but the wilson one was super light but the rim thinner...but should be ok for me cos i play accuracy not power...ok...must limit myself to 4 movies a month and only on weekdays...must pass my driving the first time so my parents can stop paying for my lessons...must get better results to pull my gpa to at least 3.5 if i even wanna try to apply for medicine or they'll probably just throw the application form back in my face and say...wat?this dumb want to try...sigh!!!